Money, please

Where the hell does my money go?
I do live a very expensive life…if you consider always eating out and buying a lot of gas because I drive to class instead of walk extravagant…I do spend a lot of money on food and gas...and I wonder where all of my money goes. I received a check for 1500 dollars at the beginning of the semester for rent and other bills from my scholarship and I have about 150 dollars left of that money and half of it I spent on things that I wasn’t supposed to spend the money on. So, I wonder where my money goes…useless things. I’m learning how expensive life is and I don’t like it.